thankz

what I'm doing right now is it right? choose you is my choice, but am I doing the right thing?
sometimes I feel that I'm nothing for you, but you are everything for me..... am I right?
but nowadays, I start to have a new feeling on you "disgusted" and I'm tired. I don't know what causes that..
but I'm sure I'm sure that I have tired listening to someone "name"
not because I hate her..because of you I feel that is irritating to heard about her..
sometime I really wan to ask you that is that necessary to say her??
I'm a human too, I have feeling
and now I feel tired with all those thing....
who is your dear? is it that I'm not pretty enough so I will not be appreciate and I will not get good treat??
do you think that you have over action?? I always stare at you and ask myself, why am'I treat you so good?? whilst did you treat me back like that??
what feedback did I get?? "HURT"
if you really care about me, you will realise that when i stare at you, my mind is thinking something
this time I will not telling you what my feeling any more....
because I know, what answer I will get...
falling down at the same place, once is enough....I have no confident that I will wake again just like at past....
sorry that I have taken your freedom and disturb you for so long.....
one day you will get back all those thing that belong to you.And it's soon....
writing down here is better to telling you.........
thank you for your caring and love that you gave!
wishing you good luck and take care